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I have made a new journal ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) boxshaped_heart
yay for me!
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| We must push on. |
[03 Feb 2004|12:24am] |
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My hands are cold, and my body is tierd but I jus can't get myself to go to sleep knowing there is a burrito downstairs waiting for me.
You are so tempting.
Here we go down that same old road again
Sympathy unfolds the shell that holds all the beauty within
Here we go down that same old road again
A memory, a regret, a hope
Here we go down that same old road again
Empathy controls the wind that blows and tickles our skin
A memory, a regret, a hope, a stimulant
Recent it seems
We must push on, we must push on
Though we bleed
We must push on, we must push on
All you need is a modest house in a modest neighborhood
In a modest town where honest people dwell
Making the cleanest energy for the greenest plants to grow
Richest soil that is drenched with the freshest rain
Then you should sit in your backyard
Watch clouds peak over the tallest mountain tops
Cuz they unveil honest opinions about the stars
We must push on, we must push on
Recent it seems
We must push on, we must push on
Though we bleed
We must push on, we must push on
All you need is a modest house
In a modest neighborhood
All you need is a modest house
In a modest neighborhood
All you need is a modest house
In a modest neighborhood
All you need is a modest house
In a modest neighborhood
All you need is a modest house
In a modest neighborhood
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| Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. |
[02 Feb 2004|02:22pm] |
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I have to go to ADS tomorrow, but I lost one of the papers I had to do it was about the law and how I should obay it or some shit like that. I also have to go get a money order from the bank today for $75 to give to them. Ouch.
I went to the phoenix on friday with mel, I haven't been there in hella days. It was an alright show, I guess. I didn't know any of the bands, we jus went because we haven't been in so long, and there was nothing else to do. Boring life I lead.
I have decided that I'm going to get my GED. Sad I know, but I feel its the best choice for me. I've been reading up on it, and it seems that I could still go far in life with it. I think I read "more than 95 percent of U.S. employers consider GED graduates the same as traditional high school graduates in regard to hiring, salary, and opportunity for advancement." Good times. I'm going to start the JC next semester. I might even take some summer classes, jus for fun. Maybe a language class and an art class.
That is hella my name in japanese. I want that tattoo on my back. I know people think that chinese and japanese tattoo's are lame and over done, but this really means something to me. Considering that I am japanese.
Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not.
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| Good To Know That If I Ever Need Attention All I Have To Do Is Die |
[29 Jan 2004|12:44pm] |
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Am I correct to defend the fist that holds this pen? It's ink that lies, the pen, the page, the paper. I live, I learn. You will always take what i have earned. And so aid my end while I believe I'm winning. Our friends speak out in our defense. I pay ten deaf ears for two months rent. We burn they gallows they erect, and cut the nooses they tie for our necks. You constantly make it impossible to make conversation. Keep us comatose but audible. And I like it the farther i get out. We pass it off but it's all on us. Only common conversation, it took everything i got. And I like it the farther i get out. Once said, always said. I will hold the past over your head. I'll speak my mind whenever i feel slighted. I am hellbent on extracting all of my revenge. So take heart, sweetheart, or I will take it from you. We slip concealed back to the keep. Concede to do the work for free. We prey as wolves among the sheep and slit the neck of soldiers while they sleep.
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| ahhhhahaha |
[29 Jan 2004|12:09pm] |
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metagalaxxy22: hey there cutie saw u on ftj
XxheartlikagunxX: umm tight...
metagalaxxy22: i am
metagalaxxy22: paul
metagalaxxy22: 22
metagalaxxy22: bay area
metagalaxxy22: musician
metagalaxxy22: real estate officer
metagalaxxy22: loves to build and race his honda
metagalaxxy22: u?
XxheartlikagunxX: jenna
XxheartlikagunxX: 18
XxheartlikagunxX: too young
XxheartlikagunxX: peace
metagalaxxy22: so thats why they call you the gun
XxheartlikagunxX: what?
metagalaxxy22: its okay ur not that good lookin anyways
XxheartlikagunxX: ohhhhh ouch...not really
This douche IMed me the second i got online. HAHA he makes me laugh.
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[08 Jan 2004|04:22pm] |
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That was a good talk. Glad we had it.
happy... sigh.
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[05 Jan 2004|04:28pm] |
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I found that in an old playboy magazine. tight.
I don't go back to school till the 22 or the 29th.Which is kinda lame I kinda want to get this whole school thing in order. I want to get my whole life in order.
Why cant I ever be happy?
Man, I wish I went to Santa Cruz with Jennie, god fuck work. I can't be satisfied with any job, it all just becomes old and gets in the way of what I really want to do. I guess thats what a job's suppose to do. I just have to get use to that one. damn. Just think about the money. Thats what I tell myself.
sigh...
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[02 Jan 2004|12:00am] |
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Happy New Years!
Yah, thats all i gots to say about that...wait no, i gots one more thing to say.... the partay was hella tight.
I work too god damn much, so far all this weekend and almost all next week. Peace out to my life. I am so freakin tired, I guess I shall update lata.
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| Werido's |
[12 Dec 2003|04:58pm] |
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We hellza likes the playboy!
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[11 Dec 2003|04:28pm] |
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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| Our shit neva gets old! |
[11 Dec 2003|03:24pm] |
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"I don't want to move to fast, but I can't resist your sexy ass just spreaaaaadd, spread for me." - Mark that was one of the songs we sang for you.
Jennie and I just drove around singin, and being fucking vierd! "You look like a babay. I've had bigger chunks of corn on mah clrap!" Also gettin hyped up listing to the darkness! We also called people to sing them some lovley songs, meaning the above song.
Man do I love going to carrows at 2 in the morning, because you have nothing betta to do. Thats where the night ended, our hyperness slowly faded so we drove home and it twas sleep time!
I start Lewis Adult monday. I don't go to windsor high if anyone noticed muhaha.
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| and yes... |
[09 Dec 2003|02:35pm] |
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Brand New-Sic transit goloria...glory fades |
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I love Brand New!
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| YOU ARE GOIN DOWN |
[20 Nov 2003|04:36pm] |
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Last night, and the night before was CRAZY. Taggin people's car..then going on a high speed chace..then stupid kids fucking up my car at safeway..grrr. Last night it was 2 cars against 1...(boys against girls) NO FAIR! Damn we need to get more people in this shit yo. They say they dont like it...but they know they love the attention.
Oh no...you might think its over...but its only just begun muahaha.
Aud-dawg..glad to have you aboard!
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[16 Nov 2003|08:10pm] |
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I am so excited for the new Degrassi whoohoo its going to be intense. muahaha. Man Degrassi rocks my socks. I have no idea why I'm talking about Degrassi...I am sooo bored...man...I'm hungry. Damn it Jenna...stop saying MAN...Im done.
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| time for a change... |
[16 Nov 2003|06:07pm] |
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I gave my journal a new look yay. I want to put a background...but I dont have a server...so it sucks for me...if any one wants to make me one wink wink it would surly make me one happy girl.
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| and its too damn cold outside |
[16 Nov 2003|03:14am] |
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Well I went to Frisco with Mel and Jennie. We decided to see if people were selling the Brand New tickets outside...it turns out that they had a few tickets left at the box office...yay...It was one good show...tear... Anna I wish you were there. I kept getting pushed around...and butt humped...but other than that it was an awesome show... I tried calling people...but I doubt they could hear shit. The ride home was pretty exciting...we were yelling to people...and talking to people in their cars...good times. RUGBY ALL THE WAY MAN!!! Oh man I'm tierd...hehe Paul..find a little something sticky under the door handel muahaha.
Damn it...
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